of late i've been in this dilemma
and i dont really have a firm answer to it yet
my dad will tell me that this is a happy problem
cause its not a case of 'you've got no choice'
but rather one with too many choices
so the least i can do
is to be thankful
cause others do not even have a choice at all
and i've recently though about what i have done this past hols
and i must add that i never felt so satisfied and accomplished
long hours and back-to-back schedules
it plastered a smile on my face like nonetheless
and it seems to take a life of its own
and sometimes i wish i have a double
so that i do not have to reject people
i feel so bad:(
you dont know me well enough
and you'll ask why do i take up so many assignments and jobs
do i really need money, sorry not at all
there's no point chasing it
(but i grew up from young never having to worry about that
and i have always handled my finance quite well too
thats why i see things this way)
cause its never ending
just be satisfied with what you have
when you chase after money,
chances are it will go after you
thats why it quite irks me when people go for a career because of that
rather than really liking it
firstly, i do not go knocking looking for these assignments
i was recommended and since i feel bad rejecting
i couldnt help but just take it
i could have said that i was busy
and yes i have done that to quite a few
but so long as my schedule allows
i just accept it
besides most of them are a joy to teach
they'll tell you the craziest thing on earth
make you laugh when you want to start scolding them
and tell their parents they want more of my lessons
when the parents want to cancel lesson so that they could have more rest
now, how can you resist them
in addition to that
i told myself that in my lifetime
i must have an office job
so this offer from my aunt came by
and ta-da, im surrounded by employees so stressed out
and thats what the real working world looks like
i sail through it with smiles though
and that prob lighten the mood by a tiny wee bit
helping my teacher at her tuition centre
i get to see every aspect of how a business works
and contrary to beliefs
the ones who appreciates whats done for them
arent adults or people around us
they are kids and strangers
meeting so many people
seeing through their eyes how they see life
the ones who enjoy themselves amid the stress and business
are the ones who enjoy what they are doing
and with passion
everything else comes naturally:)