my memory is failing me so bad

that i realised im suppose to be at two places at the same time

both important and im feeling so guilty

i just want to hide under my sheets and never wake up

and life is moving so fast

that im not in the right mental frame to take my driving test

ive become so impatient

and everything just have to be fastfastfast

but other than the fact that i dont have the time to think so much

ive not begun to fret about it

i better slow things down

(which i know will never happen though)

cause i never felt so guilty using the word busy as an excuse

its an excuse, not a reason.