im near burnt out
something which is not suppose to happen 

since its supposed to be a break i promised myself

:(

why cant i go back on promises

why did i promise so much in the first place

why did i even entertain the thought of letting others down

why didnt i think about myself first?

why am i so upset with myself in the first place

i didnt realised i was upset till someone told me right in my face

'why do you look so unhappy today, tired ah?'

i wanted to cry there and then

but as usual, the kids did wonders:)

yes, i wanted it so badly

cant i just have it

on a happier note

this girls did managed to lift my mood little too