it wasnt great results

but im just thankful for it

for it could have been worse

i was neutral, neither feeling hapy nor sad

but more worried about those who had not done as they had expected

i dont know 

i just hate this thing about others being upset

and i cant bear to see them cry or hold back their tears 

it hurts

thanks for telling me that i should be happy instead of just neutral,

for lifting my mood cause i really would have started tearing then

and everyone else who was genuinely concerned:)

it feels like a great load off

it never felt this good

that this phase of life have ended

ps. do let me know if you know anyone who teaches viola